I can look right through your eyes
Words that flee your lips are paper-doll lies
I know much better than to buy
When you look away and say you're fine.
My heart bleeds every time you fall,
It's not your fault. It's not your fault.
I would give you all my silver stars,
It's not your fault. It's not your fault.
If you only knew the angel you are,
It's not your fault. It's not your fault.
It's just so hard to watch you fall,
When it's not your fault. It's not your fault.
I wish I could dive into your heart,
Drag out what makes you fall apart.
Concealed dejection grows so cold
Tearing at your shattered soul.
My heart bleeds every
You packed up and left here,
With intentions of visiting later this year.
And I will count each and every day,
Until the next time I see your pretty face.
This lonely state,
Is not the same.
Three years and thousands of miles.
Keep us away.
This lonely state,
Will never change.
These stupid numbers
Won't keep me away.
I'll find a way.
I hope California's treating you fine.
I hear the weather is great this time
Of the warm winterless year.
I'd do anything to be there with you.
This lonely state,
Is not the same.
Three years and thousands of miles.
Keep us away.
This lonely state,
Will never change.
These stupid numbers
I'm in Love with a Gay Man by stiflersgirl, literature
Literature
I'm in Love with a Gay Man
his emo hair,
looks like he doesn't care,
what it looks like.
he spent the whole morning on it.
his bright-white smile,
his color coordinated outfit.
eyebrows sculpted beautifully
someone's questioning their sexuality
chorus:
i wonder yet i don't understand,
i think my love is a gay man
i'd tell him how i feel, he wouldn't understand
i'm in love with a gay man
he'll go to the mall with me
read all the girly magazines.
and i just love it
when he begs me to paint his nails
his eyeliner
he applies it better than i do
i wonder what he'd say
if i said "i love you"
(chorus)
i'm in love with a gay man, i'm in love with a real
The Marko of Oz: Chapter 1 by stiflersgirl, literature
Literature
The Marko of Oz: Chapter 1
Kimmothy stood patiently, squeezed between the barricade in front of her and the crowd of people behind her. The starting band was almost done, and to be honest, Kimmothy wasn't really interested in them, for the real reason why she got there five hours early to wait in line until the doors opened and ran to get a spot right and center in front of the stage was for her all-time favorite band, Sugarcult.
A finger poked into Kimmothy's shoulder. Turning around, Kimmothy was met with an obvious teenie, dressed in a skimpy tank-top and a mini skirt. And don't forget the flip-flops that made her three inches taller then she really was. A confused
Why,
Do I think about you every night?
When I'll never have a chance anyway.
Why,
Are you always on my mind?
All I'm doing is wasting my time.
Chorus:
You'll never know,
That you stole my heart,
On that lovely day in July.
You'll never know,
How much I melt to your,
Rock and roll lullabies.
You'll never know how much
You can possibly mean to me.
Because you'll never know, You'll never know,
Me.
Why,
Do I see when I close my eyes?
I think I'm getting too obsessed.
Why,
Would I do anything for you?
When I know I'm nothing to you.
Just another face in the crowd.
(Chorus)
Why,
Do I think about you every night?
When I'll
Shade of Gray - Chapter 16 by stiflersgirl, literature
Literature
Shade of Gray - Chapter 16
When I got to the hospital, I walked down the hall that I memorized. Take the elevator up two floors, go straight down the hall, take a right, keep going until you turn left by the elevator, then keep going to his room.
My dad was out of the bed that was his home for three months. Instead, he was in a wheelchair, and he looked fine for once.
"Hey, Dad." I said, smiling.
"Oh, hey Kimm," he returned the smile. "look at this, I can move around."
"I noticed." I laughed a little.
"They say I'm getting better, but I think my body's just giving up the fight. At least I can see outside my room before I go." I smiled sadly at him.
"I don't know
Shade of Gray - Chapter 15 by stiflersgirl, literature
Literature
Shade of Gray - Chapter 15
Tim had called me later that day. I had never been happier to talk to him.
"We don't hate each other, we made up," I told him.
"How?"
"Um, well…" I paused, "I'm carrying his child now."
"What?"
"Yeah," I replied. "I don't know what we're going to do, but at least he supports me."
"I'm glad to hear that," he smiled. "I'm not going to school anymore. We're leaving early."
"..how early?"
"In two days."
"Can I at least say good-bye to you in person before you leave me?"
"I don't want to ruin what you and Chester just re-built. I'm too much of a threat to your relationship, and know that there's a baby involved, I don't think that's a go
I would climb the highest mountain
Dive in the deepest ocean
Just for you to say
You enjoy my company
I would spend all my money
Lose my one and only love
Just to see your smile
And keep you in my life
If anything comes
In your harm\'s way
I will be there
To fight \'til the end
I would die in your place
Take away the pain
Because you are my friend
And I want you there for me
When I have you
You make me smile
To hear my thoughts
And give me a shoulder to cry on
I could never live without you
If I did, it would be impossible
Because you are my ultimate sacrifice
Without you, I have nothing to lose
Life and times
fiiled with hate
accented with crime
when the world ends
we'll see the demons within
i'll die alone
while i wallow
the mud and the grime
will stick and erode with time
you'll see me after it ends
a shadow of what i had been
and what could be
destined for death
my desire unkown
my fate foretold
i shall lie in this grave
and scream to the sky
this dirt my prison
fillling my mouth
stinging my eyes
it soaks up my tears
muffles my fears
why do i live?
this surpasses death
into its unkown province
i'll see you soon
when the clouds part ways
you will take shape
my darkened eyes
will see it true
the beauty
Storming inside
emotions torrent
burning rage
blinding pain
seal it tight
lock it in a cell
give it to me
i'll take it with me to hell
I'd give up my soul
just to hold you again
tend to you
stitch and mend your whole
i'll hold you close
wipe away your tears
breathe life
steal pain
live through me
take my heart
warm it from its frozen slumber
rebuild it to its natural state
only you can
it was meant for you...
Smoke fills the clearing
the act has begun
she sits there calmly
never breaking her smile
"this is it"
"please stay in your seats"
The final act has begun
the lights
the camera
the woos and wows
What have we become?
what has begun?
the art of death
conformed to entertainment
sickly faces
and stoic places..
What is it now racing through your head
The facade?
Or the show?
Come with me now
I'll show you how
The end is near
Take this drink up
Now turn on the switch
For the world to see
the lights
the camera
the action will never cease
the smiles gone now
she's disappeared
all thats left is the dust of the ashes
as
Silence
Searing my ears
awaiting
your answer
to takes its place
Your mouth moves
But nothin comes forth
What have i done?
Why do you not speak?
Shall i take your place?
Stick this silver in my chest
Pierce it
one final time
release me
I shall meet you again
I'll stand at the gates
Awaiting your acceptance
I see you
Glowing
shining
a beauty
even amongst
the golden gates
You pierce it all
your eyes
But i must hide my lies
I must go back
For he is still alive
I have not peformed my duties
I shall return
wait for me please
do not abandon me again
as I awaken
Its a blur
all I feel
is the pain
not of the dagge
Am I a ghost?
Am I your dream?
You'll walk through me
and I'll disappear.
I am your toy,
your faithless sneak,
born now in fire
to burn so weak.
I'll eat the food
and lap the dish
that has been shared
by brutish lips.
Am I a ghost?
Is this a dream?
I'll walk through you
and disappear.
The math of time
has a way
of haunting me
from day to day,
but it teaches me
number's design,
and I know your sum
is more than mine.
I swing endlessly
in thoughts of you,
from loving you
to hating you,
and i cant help
feeling this way,
like trying to catch
each drop of rain
that's falling on our heads.
We both see one of the answ
It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2005-2006 !!!!
One rule to this game....
You can't hit someone who has already hit you!
Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you!